I wrote the following poem after participating in the homelessness count done in 2005, an endeavour which changed me profoundly. My stereotypes were rocked by encounters with real men and women suffering in places I would not expect. Once over my initial nervousness, I was glad to have my eyes opened, recognizing that these people were likely like me, only they had to live out their hard stories on the street. The memory of this day has not gone away.
The setting is not the DTES, but rather the alleys adjacent to South Granville. Classy South Granville. That was the first shocker. The shock continues as I read and hear of people trying to fight against projects moving into their 'safe' neighbourhoods - projects which could help poor and ill people get off the street, into housing and into community.
When will we learn that building walls to keep out 'undesirables' does not protect us? It creates fear and actually isolates us all from any hope of healthy living. Our society is obsessed with safety, but what’s safe about being barricaded against the faceless and nameless? If we could actually look at each other as human beings and find creative ways to include into our neighbourhoods people in need, faces with names looking for a home, we might discover how much we need them if we want to live with authenticity, humanity and hope.
Hello…oh
Anybody home?
The homeless count
They say
At 5 in the morning
Counting begins
Hello..oh…anybody home?
Count the homeless
Down echoing alleys
Surprisingly tidy, trimmed
Through motion-detected darkness
Past iron-gate sentinels
Looking to count
Anybody? Home?
Alleys give way to treehouse commmunity
Somebody must be home
First, on the west
Three large cedars swish swaying
In early dawn dance
We circle quietly bantering about morning
So not to startle drowsy campers
We part doorway branches
Hello…oh…anybody home?
Warm woody caverns strewn with newspaper bedding
Sparse remnants
Abandoned
We guess
Nobody’s home
Next, on the east
Colourful signs of hillside campout
Blue of tarp, brown of cardboard
On closer look, only torn rustling remains
Bicycle bits, lone shoe, blue and brown cover no body
So farther up and further in
Past front yard scramble to brambled bush shelter
Hello…oh …anybody home?
Tangled mass of nested room
Sturdy string-box-paper construction
Jammed into busy branches, butting bridge walk
Definitely a homeless home
But where is somebody?
Then under a lanky tree
Rough root mattress
Cradles a black-jacketed form
Snuggling vainly for warmth
Hello…oh …good morning
Smoke? Turtled head nods shyly
Cautious man without home
Or blanket or food or contact
Been out a long time
Know where to go?
Finally one to count
In nobody’s home
Homeless count
In underground parking
Living-room-lamp revealing
Deep cornered shadowy shapes
Welcomed by one story
Ignored by one sleeper
Rejected by one roused
“Get the fuck outta here!!”
Marching orders given
Followed
Soon darkness fades to light
Bright homes spill out walkers headed to destinations
Two more encounters
One, near loading-dock-bedroom shared with tousled friend still asleep
Friendly binner smoking drinking Tim’s
Tells of 14 years outside - then rattles off to gather his day
Another, on a bustling streetcorner
Vague-eyed neighbour
Confirms he is homeless
But has no time to be counted
Needing a caffeine fix
He stretches out two blackened palms
Sorry, we can’t give today
We only count
So who listens, what counts
About no-body’s home?
Maybe the people.
Surely the politicians.
Hello..oh
Anybody home?
Mia McKay